My secret of my motivation

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I am on the right highway and I know I have everything I need and what I missed. It took my time and energy to learn it. I didn´t give up, nothing else and nothing more.

For years I was looking for something, what will motivate me, what will give me THE power to realise my ideas, to realise myself. I was hoping to find it in business opportunities, in books about personal development, in my family members, in partners, in money, in friends, but without any results and satisfaction. Nothing came out of it. I was just loosing it all. One by one.

I found myself broke, despered and without friends, family, without any money. Not to know what to do, where to go, hoping it will come to me itself. Telling lies to myself, to my family, to my friends, living in a fog of lies for the whole time. I suddenly didn´t have any power to go farther, to live that way. Exhausted  I stopped on this painfull way.

I realised there was just me on the way to nowhere, no other people, no one was listening, no one was judging, no one was slandering, no one was taunting me, no one else. There was just me. There was just me, kneeling with open head to listen and to learn. I was looking back with the bird´s eye perspective on what I did. "You are so stupid!"  I said to myself.

Everythig I was looking for was so near to me and I haven´t seen it. Motivation is the inner answer to the biggest question everyone should has to have answered. The question "WHY?". Everythig but me. I found myself. Motivation is in me. I do not have to show and manifest everythig to the world. "This everythig is just about myself." I solved my biggest mystery! I was looking outside the box, but I forgot to see me, to listen to my inner needs and to be myself. I found my peace, my love.

What a mystery? I found THE power, my inner motivation, in realisation of my own nature, my self. I was listening, but I was not hearkening. I was looking at my surroundings, but not in myself. The motivation is to feel and to understand every step, every breath in whatever I realise in whatever I do. This is my unendless power ...

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